Expect the Unexpected

..is my motto in life. other than WORK HARD PLAY HARD.

Anyway. i went to bed pretty.. sniffy and well.. not SAD.. but sorta.. "oh i wish this, oh i wish THAT" you know waht i mean? Like i got word from my dad that his flight was delayed 3 hours and that i could have gone to the party (if i wanted to) and i couldve defied odds and weirdos to just go hang with my best friend in our crowd, but noooo... and also.. since it's a midnite flight, i decided, oh whatehell.. surely my dad cant bring me back the J.Lo perfume i've been hoping for...=(

but as soon as i put my head down on my pillow at 1somethin yesterday morn, i hear the opening notes of J.Lo's GET RIGHT.. (tuhnuk,.. tuhnuk tuuhnuuuk.. you know whati mean) and my sleepy-assed self sat straight up in bed to answer (that was my phone, duh...) the call since it was the tone for them VIPs in mah life and i look at the screen and there's lengchai's grinning bearded face.

He utters, straightaway, a sexy "you sleeping, lenglui?" and i go NO lengchai HOW WAS THE PARTY?! (a little TOO ENTHUSIASTICALLY- i was covering up my discontentment of not being able to go with him) and he was all.. "ha... I didnt go *silence*)

i let a WHAAAAT?! rip. a WHYYYY?! later followed (it was a weird/happy WHY). and he simply said "Cos you tak pegi".

HAH.. i laid back in bed and asked why la pulak camtu in a nicer,softer tone and he said "..tah.. i tak boleh lah kalau you tak gi..".. FUUUUIYO. oh what an impact i induce... kehkeh

so i lovingly scolded him for not goin (i was OF COURSE, not really mad.. more happy than anything.. haha) and chitchatted bout nothing (oh, 'best friend' mr I DONT WANT COMMITMENT NOW Eddy is hooked up with yet another woman. god.) till i practically fell asleep on the phone like.. quite a while later, into the wee hours. its been a long time we havent done that. fallen asleep to each other's voices. i love talking to my friends right before bed cos.. all truth spills out and it's (what i think) everyone's true selves at that point of time. and for guy friends, its just much sexier a conversation. HAHA. jk=p.

So i woke up with a smile on my face, anticipating nothing. (?) i go to hug and kiss my dad a brite and sunny HI ABAH!!! and skipped downstairs where (on the breakfast table) was a bright yellow paper bag i didnt EXPECT to see and was so accustomed to seeing all these years... It's the COLOURS & FRAGRANCES bag from my uncle Dahlan's (dad's best friend) store at KL International Airport.. i yelled YAYYYYY!!! as i opened the wrapping and it revealed *DRUMROLL.. J.Lo MIAMI GLOW AND RALPH COOL by Ralph Lauren.. Oh AWESOME. Daddy cool.. heheh!! my sis didnt get anything tho she asked for that annick goutal one.. boohoo.. heheh.. mom got Dior's pure poison which is TOO MUCH JASMINE even for MY own good.. haha..

so.. just got back from the tailor (man.. the linking massage parlour is so bloody.. sex-inducive.. pls forgive my forwardnesslah but i sometimes feel some places (like certain HOTELS) are too sexy for words. heheh. oh please. im only human) and i saw the headings of this month's SEVENTEEN magazine (i dont know why.. i hate local TEEN mags, for fuck's sake but i just GLANCED for no reason) and i snatched it and paid straightaway (WHAT? RM6 FOR THIS TEENY BOP CRAP?!) cos the main titles for August are.. "THE LOVE + FRIENDSHIP ISSUE!" "CAN U BE 'JUST FRIENDS'?" and "ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND?"

hahahHAHAHahahahaAHHAAHAhahahaAHAHHAhaAHHAHAHaAHAHhaAAhAHA

that's futhamucken hilarious.

i need a teenmag to tell me what i already know. what a waste of good roti pisang + teh tarik money.

hey!! i just love this! it's on the CD i bought..:

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear

And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winter's night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

awwww... AIYA NOTHING DOING LAH.. i just love this song. believe it or not, it was written the same year i was born.. see.. brilliant things happened in '84...HAHA!

OKAY.. gonna go search for surveys. got time to kill, waitin for it to cool down abit. gonna go vaccuum the car and stuff. fun. (really. i love cleaning ma ride. =d)

CIAOZERS
MUAXES
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